7/15/09

i woke up this morning with mixed thoughts. let's start with the good stuff to keep the excitement up.. well, this was gonna be the day where majority of the 4-regis class would order out from mcdo. we waited for what seemed like an eternity for the hour-long delivery. with empty stomachs and boredom slipping in, we sat in a circle, with our moderator of course, and sang songs. after the long wait, the food had finally arrived. we ate in the same circle, and finished off the food that the mcdo staff took so long to prepare. looking back at this, i see what this class is becoming into. we're more like a family now. no one's left behind. aside from the usual akwardness, but hey, we're still in the 1st quarter. anyway, my thoughts wouldn't be mixed if it were all good right? so time for the bad stuff.. have you ever experienced waking up, doing the usual day-to-day routine, then when the day's about to end, you find yourself wondering "why does this day feel so useless? like nothing really happened.. like if i had erased this single day from my life, nothing would change." well? have you? because it seems like this happens to me every single day.. what is life? something's got me so confused, and i wonder why.. everything feels so useless and irrelevant now..