time to be more serious..

at this gathering we had at carlos' place, we were about to take pictures when someone told jose to take a picture of the "seniors". that hit me. we're actually seniors this upcoming school year... and i think it's time to change. time to be more serious. time to act my age. i'm not proud of who i am. playing video games instead of doing my schoolwork, procrastinating til the last minute. i wasn't being myself. i started to be more rude, i lost my manners, and i can't even keep a secret. you can even ask my friends.. secrets slip out of my mouth faster than a bullet... and i've caused tons of problems just by not keeping my mouth shut. i know my dad's watching from above, and i'm pretty sure he's as disappointed as i am today. i want to change. i can't make promise, cause i'm afraid i might break it again. but i'll try..